I feel like posting so many lyrics here....

Music is my best friend right now.

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt

a month ago, i would have found a reason to stay online...

(i wish i could say what's on my mind, but i feel like i can't...not now, not here)

sleep tight, people...i know I will.

Oh, and btw (hahaha, refer to one of my latest posts), I made a mistake when typing "I want you bad"...

Complete me, Mistreat Me

Today, something happened while I was at work...I was talking to a Mary or something like that (that's racist) over the phone and she told me something like "take your time, honey", and I realized that I don't want to be called honey...or sweetie...or darling...or love...in fact, I don't even want to love -or be loved for that matter- in a certain way for a while (I've just typed "whay" and realized it was wrong). I just want to feel that thrill you get sometimes when a kiss, or a touch or whatever makes you feel something tight in your lower back, and you want to stretch your bones in a way that is so physically impossible, and your toes start aching because you're pushing it too far, but it's worth the trouble, and you want to...wait, I'll stop it there.

That being said, good bye.

I want you all tattooed, I want you bad.

Complicate me, Mistreat Me.

I've just realized that i say "by the way" way too many times...

In about five months, I'm out of here....

Here's to giving new things a go for once! Cheers.

Everything's changing :)

g-o f-u-c-k y-o-u-r-s-e-l-f

I hate myself right now...

it's all a matter of attitude and I know it. But I simply can't fake it *anymore*