what if i decide to leave and be an au pair for a year?

I'm going all Heidi Klum (is that how you spell it?) about this...

I'm trying to be the person I really want to be...one step at a time...and this time, I'm going all Heidi Klum (is that how you spell it?) and documenting the whole journey with my new toy...

oh, and btw...I want to go to my roof one of these days and take these cool photos...

Oh, and by the way...I don't wanna go to work...




and I don't regret saying anything I've said today -so far-.

Can dreams be signals of what's about to happen or will happen in a future? If so, omg my life is about to get crazy...because I'll become a lieutenant and wear a viking armor...But I'd be so ok with that.