Today began great...it wasn't up until a couple of minutes ago that it all came spiraling down...I want to cry and hug my teddy bear and drown my sorrows in ice cream and not feeling guilty about it later...I miss him, SO much...and it hasn't been even two days yet...how am I going to do it for over a month?

I don't think there's a name for what I'm feeling...

I don't know why, but sleeping in the floor instead of on a bed is so much better! I hate the fact that today is not a working day and I am up already! I wanna go back to the days that I slept like 12 hours per night.

12 more days and it's christmas day! and then a few more and it's new year..I love this time of the year...even if I don't believe in the story or we don't really do much on those days, it's like my heart is happy and full of hopes on both of them...I guess I never got rid of that child inside of me that gets all excited around this time of the year.

Aren't they great??Isn't my boyfriend great for helping me (although I hardly did any work, he gets all the credit) pull this off? I love the way my movie posters turned out!